I have been so good about NC with my ex and I had a message from him about a new job, insurance a new apt etc etc...I just need some encouragement...I am doing the right thing staying strapped for help and money and knowing that it will take me at least a year to get on my feet...he talks about helping me with her on the message and how he has just been stressed b/c of work...this is quacking right? I have to remember his cruddy actions for so long.,..he sounds sober and happy and so clear on the message and it weirded me out b/c i am depressed and unsure...I just need encouragement I am sorry this is pitiful I should be stronger, his mom wants him out by June this has to be manipulation right.?!?! Help I am so vulnerable today for some reason...My stomach has been killing me with anxiety and I am so broke this just seems to good to be true and it is right?
