Trish you're doing so super great!! Don't ever give up on yourself. There are tons of battles that I know we're going to have to deal with but I truly believe those in front of us that say it gets easier.
You're taking care of your responsibilities, you're working, your coming here and sharing. You deserve a nice pat on the back. Keep it up Girl. I know it will get easier and I know one day you'll look back and go "Whew, I got through that. AWESOME!!!"
YOU CAN DO IT TRISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!