Your the poop lady good for you, you deserve a big oxy. Bad joke. I am happy you are making it. Its day to day. Once you cross a line mentaly it is so easy to cross it again so be wise be careful.
Jimba, well yeah that was a bad joke. Am I not trying to sound wise. If I was wise I wouldnot have chosen this road. My wisest decision got me to AA. I stopped trying to fix things . My way failed badly and I was ready to search for a new one. I quit fighting. I know that I have a disease. We all have no guarantees . All what we have is today. I don't try to worry about tomorrow. I try to live in today. I may relapse tomorrow, I may not. Why would I bother to think about it? All what I got is today and today I'm free. That's enough for me. You're free to call me what you want. It's your business.