Well..as usual I feel alot better. I am still testy and short when talking. But I dont feel like breaking stuff now.
I really just needed to sit down and stop and just not do anything for a little while.
So I did for a few minutes and then felt the need to do something. So I did alot of somethings.
Inside and out. The house is spotless, laundry, vaccumed, dishes, cat boxes, cooked dinner, cleaned up the shed, took the garbage and recycling out, cleaned up some stuff off the lawn, watered plants and flowers, checked fluids in my van. I did wuite a bit this afternoon.
Now I am tired and prolly will go to sleep for a couple hours.
I just needed to vent really bad.
And venting here as opposed to f2f with someone here. Is that I cant yell or be a smartass too much. Its more of a one sided rant. And thats perfect for me.
Thanks again everyone.