((((((((((((((((Razor)))))))))))))))-
I believe as acoa"s we fear abandonment even though our attachments are often unhealthy. This loss you are going through is painful but, you will get through it. Change is difficult for us. Try to keep in mind that the relationship didn't end because there is something wrong with you or, that you did something wrong. The only thing that is certain is change. Now you have the space to enjoy knowing yourself and to prepare yourself to make choices that that are in harmony with a person who knows themself better. Take good care of yourself razor.