Originally Posted by
jamdls 
So WHY did you have to drink? Can't handle how wonderful life can be sober? keep going in circles and something bad is bound to happen
I'm sure it sounds silly, but if I had known I was gonna end up at that place (this was my 4th outing
trying to find somewhere to go with the dogs and figured it would be a waste of gas like the first 3), I probably would have not drank yesterday. However, my life isn't wonderful. I'm stuck in a bad situation either way. Bad relationship, small town with no f2f support, work, or anything to do, and no where to exercise with the dogs that isn't at least a 20 mile drive. I'm not saying that is an excuse to drink, it's not. And I did make it 4 1/2 months without. But... I think I need to find a way out of here.