Relief,
I think you're about at the exact stage as myself; I think I'm 13 days sober today; or there abouts, I'd have to check the calander to be sure.
But I feel exactly the same as yourself; EXACTLY. Your original post could've been typed by myself.
The only way I'm coping with it is by attending 3 AA meetings a week. I'd attend more, but I have a family and work commitments.
It's 7.00 am here, I've been awake since 5.00 am and all I'm thinking about is drink! Hence I'm on this site for a bit of encouragement.
Take care and stick at it.
Regards,
Tosh