Originally Posted by
jimhere 
"Fear has been running my life and it is something I cannot control..."
bam, when I say deciding into fear and deciding out of fear, I am not saying that I can control fear because I can't control when I will in fear. What I can control is whether or not I am going to let fear run my life.
When it comes to certain social situations, I am paralized by my fear. I'm just speaking on me, not for anyone else. I don't know how to move through my fears. I have zero confidence and zero self-esteem. Just putting my experience out there, that's all.