Last couple of days haven't been good. I need to talk to my therapist about suicidal thoughts I've been having (don't worry, I'll call someone if I get desperate). I'm afraid to talk to her about it because I don't want to be involuntarily committed. I haven't made any plans and have not made any attempts, but I do think about it. I know that thinking about this isn't normal/healthy.
I cannot afford to be locked up for any amount of time...I simply do not have the money and don't need debt added to my frustrations.
I'm hesitant to talk about this with her because I don't want her to report me. I don't know what to do.