I am trying to think of good points...
I will be cycling everywhere, so my general fitness will improve for sure.
I can still attend my career, I am checked out and good to go- Thank god- as this would have been what tipped me over the edge if I couldn't do it anymore.
I will find out who my REAL friends are- for sure.
It is a test of my strength, character and endurance.
I got about 10 minutes sleep earlier, so I'm feeling a little more settled, but I still haven't eaten, I can't seem to keep anything down...
I never thought it would affect me but it has, hopefully this will improve.
If I can come through this next year without touching a single drop of alcohol, I will have endured the maximum amount of stress I think I've ever been through, and won't have turned to booze.
I was just thinking how ironic it is, that I need psychological help, but because of my suspension and fines, I can't get there or pay for it.
Wonderfully ironic, as I put it.
I'll check in soon, just cooking dinner for my partner and tidying the house- it's all I can do for today since I'm stuck here with no ride home.
(There's not even any public transport from this town)
Thanks again guys