Yes that is my main goal THIS TIME in getting sober is not going back to that I can handle it phase because that has NEVER worked and I don't want to be that person who expects different outcomes to the same actions. It's funny how my drunk head can convince my rational head of things that I would never do it any other aspect of my life... The one thing I really need to work on is forgiving myself for all the stupid stuff I did drunk. not forgetting but forgiving... Baby steps thought right haha thanks you guys this place has done a lot for me in the short time I have been here.