Ah Yeah!
That makes perfect sense to me. It is wonderful that you are beginning to believe that you actually have a problem. It is the first step to recovery. I wouldn't admit this until I almost croaked from alcohol detox so I guess I am a slow learner. The next major milestone is "Are you willing to do something about the problem?" I had enough and was willing so I did a 12 step program and drinking is just something I have no need for anymore.
Congrats!