Thank you Bernadette...
A good friend goes to Alaon.
She suggested going that maybe if my boyfriend sees me going maybe he will decide to go...
I just have never seen my boyfriend act this protective of anything. We both have hard demanding jobs and both usally look at it like this "You get what you work for."
It is just for some reason he protects the brother.
I have asked why and he just brings up his mothers suicide.
It doesn't make sense his brother once had it all together and I knew him before booze so blaming mothers suicide that happened years ago ??????????
I just feel like I am being the on to suffer for his brothers addicition. I do not work as hard as I do and pay as much as I do for my home to be disrespected in it....
We have a party this weekend and I think my boyfriend has bought a ring.....
I am scared that he is planning on asking me the big question...
Several months earlier I would be soooo excited. I have waited 19 years to be remarried.
Now.... I don't know....I can not deal with the fact he did not stand up for me with his brother and his addicition. He did not protect me.....SAD