Hey there Emmer! Don't do it!!
I started thinking about allergies to help me. If I were deathly allergic to peanuts or strawberries, I would have to avoid them at all costs. Period. Even if they were my favorite things on earth. Addicts are allergic to drugs. We can't have them. They make us die.
A friend recently said "I'm allergic to drugs. I break out in felonies and misdemeanors." It's funny...and then it's not.
Remember, the addict voice is just a voice; you are the one who makes the actions.
One is too many and a thousand is never enough.
You have a sponsor right? Call him!!