Just thought i'd check in after going to a meeting. Not really much God stuff spoken tonight, but alot of drinkalogs spoke, you know the type that speak about their drinking days as if it was great, then the next one speaks and tries to go one better.
Anyway that did me the world of good, cus i really felt like a pint before i went.
Feel at peace now to be honest, even spoke to my sponsor who i haven't spoken to for a couple of months. I didn't share, just listened.
An old Irish guy at the end spoke and i could have listened to him all night. He has problems speaking, his windpipe or something, so he speaks very quiet, i love wise old men, especially a wise old alcoholic with years of sobriety.
Anyway, i'm rambling, feel a whole lot better, my family aint gonna change so i aint gonna worry about it, it says more about them than it does me.
1 and half hours of my birthday left and i'm going to bed sober, 10 and a half months now...thanks to other alcoholics.
Paul