Hi Jamie,
I can totally relate to how you feel, for alcohol made me feel hopeless for years. I'm glad to say that all is not lost and that hopelessness is only a feeling. Even with the obstacles you presently face, it is possible to walk through each problem one at a time and find yourself on the other side of these problems. One thing to consider is talking with you doctor regarding the drug addiction and seek help getting this problem resolved. The legal issues are another area where you can seek counsel and determine what to do. This group is a great place to come for support and encouragement when we feel hopeless. Welcome.