Splendra, sorry to hear that your upset and ready to explode. Life can be overwhelming sometimes. Do something great for yourself. And don't try to handle every problem all at one time. Do, 1 thing at a time, and take it easy. Go get a manicure, or pedicure. Go have tea with a friend, or whatever it is that makes you happy. Don't sweat the small stuff. If it's chores or gardening, or stuff like that, don't worry. The house will be standing when we are dead and gone. If it's money, don't worry about that either. GOD says if money is your problem, that you don't have a problem. If your problem is drug related, go to a meeting, and get some love and support. I sure hope you feel better. Don't worry. Worry doesn't change the outcome of anything. If anything, worrying makes things worse. Hang in there. Every day is a new day, and things change fast.