Just read your first post John. Have things improved since you've stopped drinking and are you still carrying the sober date of 4/13? What's made you question whether alcohol should now be a part of your life? Just some questions from a noisy Horselover.
I re-read your post here and I see what made you question whether alcohol should be a part of your life. You aren't sure that its caused that much damage in your life, right?