bike4life
Glad you posted... sweet ... 53 miles!! It rained today, and had family over before Easter Vigil, so no ride for me, maybe tomorrow.... I have four kids also, they were all home, two are in college but came home for Easter... It was terrific.
Do you want to quit drinking? If you do, put that first, before your house, job, wife. You could lose it all if you don't. And the pressure you put on yourself... well, you are stressing over it while you continue to drink.
Do you have a higher power to put your faith and trust in? You have a 24 hour coin, so I assume you are AA... Second step!! Come to believe that a power greater than you will restore you to sanity.
Mark