(((Winnie)))
I'm really proud of you and dd!! Numb or not, you're taking care of you. Personally, I think it's a sign of progress when you get to this point...when you can say "I've had enough".
Sending lots and lots of prayers for the 3 of you. My "other mother" always tells me "God has you in the palm of His hand", so I'm thinking the same of you and your kids.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy