Hey Bard,
Just having some coffee and reading here. It doesn't get better, so I'm glad you are sticking to your guns. I admire your ability to recognize the temptations and push them aside. It is always a one-day-at-a-time kinda thing, that part never changes. Even with multiple years, people go back to the misery, so you're doing great by posting here instead of giving in. Thanks for inspiring me today.