Thanks for the reminder, Bartender, that we are never safe, no matter how long our sobriety. We have this for life. Congrats on your past sober time. You are an inspiration to those of us who haven't made it that far, that we can NEVER relax our vigilance. I often sit in AA meetings, listening to "old timers" and think, well they are not at risk anymore. As many times as I have heard that it remains "one day at a time" for everyone and anyone, I don't think I really believed it. I'd love to think that I will be able to "put this behind me" at some point in my life, the fact is, that I never will.