I get a year plus of sobriety and a part of my mind knows a binge is coming sooner or later.
Bill,I have been there,but it was quite a while ago.Finally,that kind of thinking has left me.I had to reach a point where I wanted to stay sober so badly I threw that idea away.I wasn`t finished drinking when I had those reservations,reservations that some day I`l drink again and it will be ok or it will be fun or I can control it.That day never comes
Have you been to AA?