Originally Posted by
51anna 
Hi and Welcome,
I'm glad you found us!
I'm not exactly sure what you're looking for. It sounds like you're not sure if you're an alcoholic or not, and that you think you have just a small problem?
i am trying to fiiger that out as well, I am not sure either, was hoping to find some insite here. see what you peole thing. It kinda caught me off guard a bit has well, knew that it was more than i should, never saw it has a "problem", no killer hang overs, no waking up covered in puke, then when i look in to how much it really was it was like oh my. Like dang you !
That and my "family" my community amazing artist,bright creative, hippies freaks and weirdos came to me, and supported in about the break up. sometime around 4am today, it happened, no more zombie over her. Her heart is with another, that and i need some time do deal with other stuff in my life
A bit of me started to put her behiind me on firday, was on my bicycle
rode down to deep in the mission, to a dive bar, a friend of mines new
band was playing (The front man is this 6 foot 230 pound total gutter
punk rock guy, who has the most amazing voice, he does a cover of
Johny Cash folsom prison blues) there i was, 52, in the mosh pit, slaming
to live punk rock at midnight, yup life is going to be ok.
In some ways she did me a huge favor by dumping me, yeah, if she
did not kick me to the curb like she did, would have not got so trashed
this past week, and may never seen what i see today.
I need some time, she needs some time, i know she is in the deep new
think with the new girl, could not last? yet allow me time to get my act
back together.
Q. ok, so what do lesbians do ona 2nd date?
a. rent a moving truck.
xoxo
belinda