I'm still hanging on, though I really don't know how. Time has definitely slowed down. Not sure why that isn't a story on the news. I can't give in to this. I can't go through this again. I've taken more baths in the last 48 hrs than I've taken in probably the last month. It does help with the twitchy feelings. I finally got some sleep after taking melatonin - highly recommend it for insomnia. Right now the overwhelming hopeless feelings are the worst. Like I just can't find a point to anything. I know it will pass. Just rough right now.
Thank you again to those who have encouraged me...there's no way I could have made it this far without y'all & this site.