Thank you everyone for your support--this truly is a wonderful website for those of us seeking help. When I felt I was so alone in this sick world, I stumbled upon all of you ! How that for fate !
In my assessment, I was told I won't need inpatient, but that outpatient was more for me--which is still almost $600 a week that my insurance won't cover. I guess it's a small price to pay for my sobriety and health for the rest of my life.
Going on 48 hours--woo hoo