You can stop drinking, and you can live without alcohol. Just do it one day at a time. Do'nt think about never drinking, just don't drink today. There's lots of support here. I'm glad you found us.:ghug3
If you go to the place you like, I wish you the best in finding sobriety. and if you can't go, you can still get sober. Have you considered trying AA? It works well for a lot of people. Why not give it a try? Also asking your doctor for medical supervision/help in detoxing can be a good idea. Be safe while withdrawing from alcohol.
Welcome to the family!:ghug3