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What I am trying to get at I think, is that I am starting to really get that I want more from my life than I am getting now.
IMHO, that is so important, Learning. What the "getting" is, is you're starting to be courageous enough to listen to that little voice inside.
Our minds are powerful. They put the pieces together unlike any other machine can. We hear things, compare them to statements from the past. We feel things, and our subconscious minds know what is true and what is false. It tracks what we consciously can't remember.
So, that little voice comes from where all the memories are held and sorted out. We consciously are full of thoughts and advice and fears and illusions and denial and needs. But our subconscious has sorted it all out, and quietly whispers: This is not right for you.
You know, deep in your heart,
you do want better.
I feel the same way and am finally able to admit to myself (without crying): He's not the one for me.
Good luck!
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