I've spent the better part of my life being a mean, passive-aggressive, rude, unhappy drunk. It's sooooo tiring, it drained any life I had in me that the alcohol didn't take away.
I came to recovery with nothing left.
Yes, some of my posts on SR haven't been kind, I've been know to try to ram AA down people's throats. I'm trying to learn from that and make it part of my past too. I'd like for my posts to be kind, helpful, compassionate, tolerant, and loving. The more kindness I share, the more amazing life becomes. I try to do God's will, and I usually get it back in spades.