l stopped 2 weeks ago as an outbound patient.
l had to go to the clinic everyday, where they would make sure l took my medicines.
Valium and "refusal" so that l could not drink.
The first week was hell, but it gets better.
Now l can start to work on myself with the help of others.
My advise to you would be to detox and never drink again.
Once you feel a bit better decide on how you will stay good !
But just do it !!
You never know what is enough, until you know what is more than enough. ~William Blake, Proverbs of Hell