It's been 4 days since I have seen or heard from my 18 year old. It is so unlike her to not need me, even when her addiction was so strong, she would still want talk to me all of the time. I have to block my thoughts of her when they start emerging in my mind or I will just lose it. I can't even listen to the radio, every song seems to remind me of her. This is the hardest time of my entire life. I realize I am doing the right thing but it really does hurt not knowing anything. Thanks for listening.