Old 03-26-2009, 12:12 PM
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bike4life
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Hi, I'm bike4life and I regret to admit that I'm an alcoholic

Hi, my first time here and trying to start my new road to recovery, too. I, too, had an intense sober night and I thought :wtf2 am I getting into. It's all madness on the first night and not surprisingly I gave up the next day. I want to try again, though.

I'm already an extreme athlete. I cycle 64 + 41 miles on Saturday & Sunday. So, that's 105 miles over the weekend. Ironically, and that's with heavy-unforgiveable-drinks in between. Then I have a very high-stress job (taxes) with polite-stomach-punching bosses plus a flurry of pre-teens ready to butt-head me when I get home. So, that's why even with excercise and "take a deep breath", my stress can still beat this! And, it was wrong when I found the answer in my strong bottle.

Enough of the self-centered introduction, now let me find that new path to peace, rest, and happiness. And, I hope to find it through this.

Y'all must be...ahh, I have no words for it.

Regards,
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