FeelingBetter,
I hope so too...I know it's hard.
Please don't beat yourself up.
Just brush yourself off and try again, be stronger the next time.
I know it's easier said then done, so I hope I don't end up eating my words. There are no guarantees what tomorrow brings, but I will try to fight the demons away.
I'm just telling you this because I truly understand what your going through, I'm not judging you and I don't think your a bad person.
That's all we are is human and we will try "together" to win...so, don't give up. When your ready for day 1 again...I will be here for you.
I just might lean on you one day...so don't go very far
Thanks for coming in here and talking about it.
Lots of Love to you and some hugs as well :ghug3
XOXO