Day 3 for me too!
After going through a really tough eight months I managed to stop for 18 months. I've since relapsed three times over the last six months. After this last time I've finally realized that it's going to be a life-long battle and I need to accept the fact that I can never drink again.
I've been lurking around here for the last few days. This seems like a wonderful place for people like me and I really wish I would have found it sooner. I plan to feel my way around and join the community for the long haul.
I'm pretty shocked to learn how many other people share some of my alcohol related behaviors.