Sorry to hear that DK.
I feel very much outa step these days on SR with relapse - I just can't be all fluffy and huggy when I see people, especially those I care about, hurting themselves.
I support you of course, but only if you lay off with the booze...and kick the weed, man. Been there on that maintenance programme. It's not a step up.
Life's too short to go backwards Paul.
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