Hey dub,
I know what you are going through. But I have to tell you from my experience, until you quit completely and detox totally, you will continue to feel the anxiety, nervousness, impending doom feeling, etc. In my opinion, you are torturing yourself with the 2 glasses.
Your disease is going to give you a run for your money. I would encourage you to do what you need to do to quit completely. Once I did, it was only then that I began to feel better until all of those feelings left me within a month. I thought I needed medication for anxiety. Nope, just needed to get sober.
Wishing you the best.