Boredom
I do have quirky things I like- I am on facebook, I check in here, I am an avid reader, but my main problem is the I have 2 young girls that I am raising myself and the limits my social activities. I do have family and friends that help me out with them but I think I am stuck in my codey ways, wanting someone else to come save me so I have something/someone to focus on. It is more important now more than ever to find things for myself so as my therapist says my neediness doesn't push the "right" man away when he finally does come around. I think my main problem is my own mind- I think too much LOL