Some positives around this time is I don't feel the impending doom of OMG what am I going to do without booze?! That was the worst feeling is already feeling like crap tuesday and you were going to have 3 more days of life kicking your butt. I think my main problem right now is I just do it out of habbit. I need to get supervised during the weekend for 4 months and set good habbits in. I hate kicking my friends to the curb, but if they aren't supportive then what good are they. One of the things is I am a funny guy, and I really am not outgoing or confident when I am not drinking, big deal though. Saving my liver is more important than being the wild man anymore