Long Days
as i seat here with my depression and biplorer, having racing thoughts the only thing i'd like to do is use or rest my mind and i know using is not the answer. all that will bring is a chance of seeing my kids or a place to live.i just renewed my RX's from my doctor and i fell like taking them by the handful, these long days of racing thoughts are just eating me away,and if i tell my girl she might not understand and want me to leave,that gives me more reason to do it will shes at work tonight.i think shes done with me going in the hospital.i dont know really what to say but thanks for listening..your friend Rome:wtf2