Not dead yet. And despite life's best attempt at getting me to drink, I avoided it last night. My BF's ex went crazy (or... well I think she's been crazy for a while. But that's probably another forum entirely). She hacked into his online account for his cell phone and sent me a bunch of text messages of the "I don't love you, I'm getting back together with my ex" variety. So I thought it was him. Wowsers. Such drama!! But I didn't drink, and I didn't do drugs. If I can handle that... really, what can't I handle?
So yay for me! Clean and sober for 5 days now (oh that hurts. Going from 8 weeks to 5 days).