And after some more thought......
These are somethings i ask myself when booting up the pc..
Do i have a solution or message to give or am i just talking the talk...
Do i feel angry enough to use a post from someone else to project all my frustration with ME..
Do i half decide what to say and how to say it....because of a certain user name and not because of what they say......ie.. i am half way there with the anger before reading it..
Am i being honest....is all the tough love really coming from a caring place.
Do i remember where i come from?....have i forgotten how sick and twisted i was.....the excuses i used or the general bs i talked...
And another good one...
Do i think my way is the only way.......am i closed minded enough to think that if you dont do what i do your gonna drink....and your doomed.
Do i disregard others program cos it not mine.....
I am fully aware i can return to being a sick person without a drink in sight.
Thats why i have to ask myself this stuff sometimes...
trucker