tHX EVERYONE...I am just so ..I dont even have words.
My heart sank and I felt sick. I tried not to cry. But when I couldnt hold it anymore it just exploded.
I dont understand why. They will mandate people who most of the time could care less.
And another thing why they denied me is because I referred myself and not a professional. I would think that me wanting to go on my own would be better.
I am not goin to use.
But I have to figure something out.
Ins says I only qualify for outpatient.
I have done that already twice.
I feel so sorry for the ones that are worse off than me. And get the same reaction.
Its pretty friggin pitiful.
I will be ok for now.
I am goin to call and beg foir my job back in a couple days.
And until then figure somehting out.
I am definately goin to an NA meeting Fri or SUN.
As much as I dont like them. I have to at least really give em a try.
I know I can not do this alone or my way.