Hey Mtn,
I understand how you feel, my anxiety goes through the roof at night. I'm only on day 6 myself.
I don't think getting yourself locked up is going to make you feel better though.
Hang in there tonite, read write posts here on SR, and get to that meeting tomorrow. There are lots of people here including me that care about you and how you are doing. I'll likely be on here awhile too
