yep, when all else fails at the addict maintaining his supply or supplier they may even resort to intimidation (abuse). when you get scared or worried, breathe and remind yourself, I didn't CAUSE it, i cannot CONTROL it and I cannot cure it. - even if you don't feel that you are strong ask your HP to do for you what you cannot do for yourself...that's what your higher power is for-then Let it go...and believe that it is only going to get better. (((((glenna)))))