Hello Rome, and welcome to SR.
I'm a 45 year old single father with two beautiful children and a loving fiance. 4 years ago I would've told you that my life was over, my ex had thrown me out and my kids were scared every time I picked up a drink. I started going to meetings every night, embraced the program of AA and did the deal. My life is way better than I ever dreamed it would be.
Please keep reading and posting here, you'll see that many of us are similar in so many ways. I know without a doubt that I belong here.
Best wishes to you in your recovery, please find what works for you and stick with a plan.