i get up late because i'm on disablity and cant work at this time. that what makes it harder i have nothing to do doing the day but maybe go to the store to get dinner.i try to get some rest during the day but sometimes that just makes me more depressed.all i think about is using and where that well take me. i mean away from my girls anna and gracie i love them so much and want to be a sober dad like the one i didnt have and they are getting to the age where they know if i screw up.i go to some meeting but even them dont help all day sometime they do.i just dont want to miss up what i have with my x with seeing my girls.so for know please help i love this site i need more like it ..Rome
