asked my shrink for ativan
but he probably won't give me any. I'm taking neurontin and buspar for anxiety but it's not helping at present. I feel like I'm spinning out of control and can't settle down. Had such anxiety a couple weeks ago I went to the ER and got a shot of ativan and a small scrip for the next few days. It helped, until the scrip was gone. Now am having anxiety so bad it's hard to get thru the day. I'd give my right arm for a few ativan, am sick to death of feeling like this.
Not expecting solutions, just needed to vent as I'm awake in the middle of the night and can't get back to sleep and can't relax at all.
My life really sucks right now... and fatigue won't make it any better.