Im one of them people that I hate walking out on others as I was walked out on..
and he isnt all bad, he has patience with my fears when I get them, which is more than I can about many men.. I can be rather trying to be with as well.. and he has a very good heart, and a good head on his shoulders, or I would not be with him..
Alcohol is a poison that changes a person, it ruins a lot of the capacity in him, but I know what I know and I know what I see and Im rather strong so for a while more I can carry us both as long as I see him fight with it as well..
If he had argued the point today that I brought up, I wuld have walked out as a matter of fact I was waiting him to moan and groan when I brought it up, he always have, its been on the table a few times before.. but he didn't...
Im a tad hopefull, but I promise you, I only take so much..
That's why Im here, it helps keeping my head leveled..