To hell with it! i need to vent!
. No ******* sleep at ALL.
. I dont want to take the benzos anymore, i feel they will **** me even more down the line.
. A night filled with dreams-into-dreams and even TWO ******* Kanashibaris (you know, that **** that feels like you have woken up but you canīt move your body - **** me senseless!!)
. On top of that, i cannot quit coffee.
And this brings and stupid question, since i know the body treats coffee
as a toxin.. so: its it possible that at the first stage of alcohol withdraw, coffee can worsen the shaking / trembling? Possibly my biggest mistake was to start my first day sober, drinking cup after cup, did i **** up by doing so?
Thanks a bunch!
