new thread that sounds stupid?
well this is a new thought from my counselor at IOP?
i keep relasping, every time i do, i feel so shamed and worthless, and i never want to go back to IOP or AA?
but i have came back, time after time? after alot of encouragment from them!
my counselor, sorry )sp?) is at her wit's end, trying to help me? so they have decided to give me a drinking schedule, and i know many of you will not agree, but it just might work for me? i am allowed so many drinks on, such a nite, have to stay sober for groups and AA, etc?
it is like when i am on a diet, all i think about is food and i eat mre than normal?
i started drinking in my 20's and even tho my brother drank every other nite, i was the one that my family disowned because of my drinking? long story, lol
would like to hear your comments on this
ty so much, happy sober nite to all!